Losing Grip

I miss Chelsea so much. I need Chelsea back here at Mayfield. I'm going through best friend withdrawl.....again! I wrote my whole Literary Magazine entry about her, and it wasn't too much of a challenge for everybody in Writer's Guild to come to that realization.

I'm just had so much on my mind lately.......fights, withdrawls, lust, and pretty much anything else someone can feel. I've lost focus about everything and I'm starting to loose control.

Is this good or bad? Well, I'm less uptight that I used to be. I'm always more relaxed around everybody now, but I often find myself dazing off into space during social studies and English! I'm letting go of everything I once knew last year. When Chelsea was here. When I wasn't in charge of any teams. When I had awesome teachers and awesome friends, where I could just zone out and be with them. It's different this year. I don't know if it will ever be the same.

And, once again, those fortunes in fortune cookies are freakishly accurate:

Get your mind set...confidence will lead you on.

Eerie....